↑ gif @ Chi / salqfaiths (discord), pfp + banner @ Himina (VGen)

Hi!

✼ 25↑ / Adult
✼ Enstars + DBD main, multi-fandom
✼ System / Plural; 🏳️⚧️
✼ White Indigenous + 2Spirit
✼ Tsumugi Aoba + Zarina Kassir yume
✼ I block freely; follow =/= endorsement of views; expanded boundaries in byf tab

Ensemble Stars!! βœ₯ SwitchP, fineP - Tsumugi, Wataru, Eichi, Nagisa, and Kanna are faves.Dead by Daylight βœ₯ Jeff & Zarina main + Huntress main.Eternally in ship brainrot; watamugi / tsumuwata, wataei, tsumunatsu, tsumuei, madakoha, shumika, esuyume, ibahaji, keileo [not fixed for any dynamic, only mild preference kinda reflected in the names left/right placement]Yumeships; Tsumugi Aoba (complex-sharing/lean non-sharing, canon x canon obviously OK!), Zarina Kassir (non-sharing, except with canon x canon) // please see byf for specifics! do that before you read my yumeship carrd, too. (carrd is a wip rn)Misc Fandoms; Currently Into / Getting Into βœ₯ Castlevania, Stranger Things, Cult of the Lamb, Alan Wake, The Summer Hikaru Died, PAYDAY, Alien Stage, MILGRAM || sometime interact with hyv games || [I have a lot of misc ships I might interact with]Other Interests βœ₯ literature / reading, linguistics / anthropology, bead crafts, peace & ethics studies, horror mediaI am currently in college hell and still deciding my major, so been on a long hiatus for writing fanfic and have deleted most of my works or orphaned them. Want to be a novel writer one day, but for now, in my writing training arc and life experience training arc.I have a few zine works out there credited as "lovedbyajester" or "Song-at-Blue-Hour" for Ao3 works. I am still figuring out my identity as a writer, so it's not uncommon for me to orphan works or use anon collections, yet still connect my works back to me when feeling comfortable to share them. I feel better in this weird state of "seen, but not focused on" for mental health reasons... for now, I guess.ζ—₯本θͺžγ‚’勉強しています。しかし、簑単γͺζ—₯本θͺžγ§ζ›Έγ„てください。Click Here for Past Zine Projects I Have Been Apart Of + Other Misc Things I'm Proud Of

Blue / レむム

βœ₯ aka Wally, Eiden and sometimes other names
βœ₯ I go by he/they/dove
βœ₯ I'm a β™“οΈŽ sun / β™’οΈŽ moon
βœ₯ Author of dozens of orphaned fanfiction, you likely know me as "watamugi NTR fic guy"

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↑ icon @ Himina (VGen)

Since you're probably only looking for this...

I do not adhere to "proship" or "anti" DNI criteria, because that doesn't actually tell me what you support or are against.I'm not "neutral," per say, but I am not interested in arguing on an issue that it seems many are too willing to abandon their internet freedom and civil rights because they can't stomach being uncomfortable with pixels or words on a page.I do block on sight if you're using violent language, parroting purity politics rhetoric, or pro-censorship rhetoric though.

I tend to block people who engage with my yumes or characters that my alters are introjected from in ways that make us uncomfortable. I'm also very blunt about my boundaries and enforce them. Some like that about me, others hate me for it.I don't actively try to follow people that will break these boundaries though. If I do end up doing so, I'm sorry and I hope I remember so I don't accidentally do it again.

Before you follow, you should know...

βœ₯ I try to avoid fandom discourse, including censorship/"problematic media" discourse talk; I refuse to use the labels "proship" or "anti" to label where I stand on it, other than I do engage with "problematic media" and I have the media literacy to not let it shape my reality or break my moral code. I wish more people were like that.
βœ₯ If you are a BlueSky list maker, I do not wish to be added to either side of the fiction discourse for blocklists; my follows =/= endorsement of views or your projections of my views; many of these types of lists falsely label people for views in black/white ways that are useless or for encouraging harassment by existing. You may add me to certain discourse stance blocklists if they are properly curated and not generalized to the point of redundancy. I block and openly criticize those who make misleading blocklists!
βœ₯ I have autism, ADHD, and BPD, so I am a bit limited in my social awareness at times, often very forgetful, and not always emotionally stable. I also am a system. I don't engage with system discourse, but we are a DID system that also have spiritual plural experiences (we are pro-endogenic systems/plurals, as well, I'm not gonna debate you on this when science supports their existence)
βœ₯For reference, we also use I/me and we/us pronouns interchangeably, but more talking about our parts/alters like seperate people because it personally helps with lessening amnesia barriers. Please don't discourage this for us.
βœ₯ I like messy dynamics in fiction, especially gorey horror media and properly-tagged "dead dove" type of ship content; I write and engage with abusive ship dynamics and am media literate enough to do so. I don't see 1st year/3rd year ships as an issue in fictional context, but prefer that all involved are clearly adults if sexual content is involved (obviously). I do occasionally share ships that fit as 1st/3rd year or larger age gap in canon ships; I trust that you will mute/block tags accordingly, as I do my own NOTPs and triggering content.

Common Reasons I Block...

...βœ₯ ... Malicious/misleading blocklist creator; I block lots of people for abusing moderation tools, including retaliatory blocklists that purposely mislabel accounts for the purpose of harassment/trolling/etc (i.e those who add you to MAGA or pedojacketing lists with no evidence / because you blocked them in general)
...βœ₯ ... Discriminates against anyone based on race/ethnicity, religion, queer identity, neurodiverse experiences, etc OR uses their identity to gatekeep in a way to oppress others in their own communities: INCLUDING community gatekeepers, revisionists, and division-based grifters within these communities (TERFs, excludes mspec lesbians/gays or participates in queer history revisionism ("gay, but not queer" types, as example), transmedicalists, anti-endogenics / anti-plurality ("you need DID to be a system" type sysmeds, plural history revisionists, specifically; I am not interested those who participate in disinformation campaigns created by systemic sanism and ableism in psychiatry, or the debate of "faking" mental illness due to its slippery slope of leading to the former)
βœ₯ ^ In general, I don't fuck with anyone who engages in "we're the 'good ones'" type of identity politics shit and refuses to acknowledge any of their own community's ugly, "problematic", or nuanced definition aspects; to be clear, I don't actively look for it and just block when I see it.
...βœ₯ ... Fandom Discourse / Character Hate / Ship Hate / Morality Policing; re: character boundaries above, anti-yumeshipper, "[X character] is problematic" discourse, etc. I also don't like people who engage in policing how people spend/interact with fandom for the sake of morality posturing or performative activism (I am very critical of online activism, for reference)
...βœ₯ ... Interactions with Posts/People/Content that I'm Not Comfortable Seeing; engaging with posts/content on my TL that is apart of anything above, you're mutuals with someone who has harassed me or that I have seen participating in harassment in the past, or I simply get a really bad vibe from what you post. It's not personal, sometimes I just feel it's not a good fit. You could have even just shared a NOTP of mine too many times and I was unable to moderate it with filters, just as a quicker minor example. This should be the catch-all criteria for anything I miss to add or don't want to add because of mental health triggers or privacy reasons.

Ensemble Stars!!

βœ₯ Enstars Basic rank was 23; first time tiering, never gonna do again, but I'm so proud of how far my account has gotten and to be able to show my love for Tsumugi in a new beginning of his arc in the game.βœ₯ I have works in zines; I was in the following zines (so far):
"Starlight and Moonshine: A Keito and Eichi zine"; see here ( or alternatively, here )"SUMMER STARS! enstars festival zine", this can be viewed through this flipbook OR Google Drive archive for download

βœ₯ This section is very WIP; I'm relearning how to be proud of myself and accept myself as being worthy of accomplishments.