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Hi!

✼ 25↑ / Adult
✼ Enstars + DBD main, multi-fandom
✼ Neurodivergent; System / Plural
✼ White Indigenous + 2Spirit
✼ Tsumugi Aoba + Zarina Kassir yume (see my byf tab for "sharing" boundaries)
✼ I block freely; follow =/= endorsement of views

Ensemble Stars!! ✥ SwitchP, fineP - Tsumugi, Wataru, Eichi, Nagisa, and Kanna are faves.Dead by Daylight ✥ "Stats Carrd" here, Jeff & Zarina main + Huntress main.Eternally in ship brainrot; watamugi / tsumuwata, wataei, tsumunatsu, eimugi, madakoha, shumikaI am currently in college hell for either an English major or MFA in Creative Writing, so on a long hiatus for writing fanfic and have deleted most of my works or orphaned them. Want to be a novel writer one day, but for now, in my writing training arc and life experience training arc.I have a few zine works out there credited as "lovedbyajester" or "Song-at-Blue-Hour" for Ao3 works. I use the former pseud a lot more now, not so much the latter one.日本語を勉強します。Um, game accomplishments and things I'm proud of, click here.

Blue / レイム

✥ aka Wally, Eiden
✥ I go by he/they/dove
✥ I'm a ♓︎ sun / ♒︎ moon
✥ Author of dozens of orphaned fanfiction, you likely know me as "watamugi NTR fic guy"

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DISCLAIMER: I actually don't care about "DNIs" that much, but I do fuck with having good boundaries, so here's my baggage you need to be aware of, or might be a clarifier why you're blocked.I do not adhere to "proship" or "anti" DNI criteria, because that doesn't actually tell me what you support or against. You are just using a useless buzzword as far as I'm concerned and I no longer use any of these labels because they are useless at communicating an effective stance on anything.

I have different boundaries for my yumes and specific characters related to me having DID/OSDD; I care about my mental health, so I'll just be clear and blunt with my boundaries. Some like that about me, others hate me for it.

Characters I have Specific Boundaries For:The Boundaries in Question:
Tsumugi AobaYume/Fictional Other (source) + Alter who has Source Attachment Issues: Selective Sharing + Alter who blocks people who are possessive of the character in source (i.e blocks "doubles DNI" and "non-sharing yumes" for mutual comfort, makes exceptions if they follow us first); OK w/ doubles, not OK w/ character hate or mischaracterization in canon, call me "Mugi" if you know I'm in front yet don't refer to me as Wally or Eiden's fictional other.
Zarina KassirYume/Fictional Other: we are Non-Sharing for her, except don't mind her being shipped with other canon characters.
Wataru HibikiIntroject / Alter - OK w/ doubles, not OK w/ character hate or mischaracterization in canon, call me "Wally" if you know I'm in front.
Eichi TenshouinIntroject / Alter - OK w/ doubles, not OK w/ character hate or mischaracterization in canon, call me "Eiden" if you know I'm in front.
AventurineOtherhearted - OK w/ doubles, no "source talk" or past life talk.
ArgentiOtherhearted - OK w/ doubles, no "source talk" or past life talk.

The bolded ones are the more enforced ones, the none bold are the ones that do come up time-to-time as issues.

Before you follow...

✥ I try to avoid fandom discourse, including censorship/"problematic media" discourse talk; I refuse to use the labels "proship" or "anti" to label where I stand on it, other than I do engage with "problematic media" and I have the media literacy to not let it shape my reality or break my moral code. I wish more people were like that.
✥ If you are a BlueSky list maker, I do not wish to be added to either side of the fiction discourse for blocklists; my follows =/= endorsement of views or your projections of my views; many of these types of lists falsely label people for views in black/white ways that are useless or for encouraging harassment by existing.
✥ I can be pretty "vent-heavy" due to this being a personal account; I swear a lot and doompost, say I want to die a lot. If it's not obvious, I'm a yapper when I have a lot of time.
✥ I'm autistic and have BPD, so I am a bit limited in my social awareness at times and not always emotionally stable; I end up softblocking people during dissociative episodes when rejection triggered then refollowing often because I remake my account or come out of my episode realizing what I did. Sorry for any inconvenience that might cause, it's unfortunately something that tends to happen every few months.
✥ I like messy dynamics in fiction, especially gorey horror media and properly-tagged "dead dove" type of ship content (I don't post it though, except maybe mentions in text posts); I write and engage with abusive ship dynamics and am media literate enough to do so. I don't see 1st year/3rd year ships as an issue in fictional context, but prefer that all involved are clearly adults if sexual content is involved (obviously). I do occasionally share ships that fit as 1st/3rd year or larger age gap in canon ships; I trust that you will mute/block tags accordingly, as I do my own NOTPs and triggering content.

Common Reasons I Block...

...✥ ... Malicious/misleading blocklist creator; I am aware I am on a "BlueSky's Worst" list from list creator's who added me for simply blocking them, and to another for not supporting their ableist and sanist list targeting people with stigmatized health conditions. I block lots of people for abusing moderation tools.
...✥ ... Discriminates against anyone based on race/ethnicity, religion, queer identity, neurodiverse experiences, etc OR uses their identity to gatekeep in a way to oppress others in their own communities: Usually identity gatekeepers + enforcers of bio essentialism; such as transmedicalists, radfems/TERFs/"TIRFs", anti-endogenic plurals, anti-theists/anti-spirituality, "blood quantum" enforcers, etc. This includes those who participate in white-knight type of bigotry, such as speaking over others with their views or using a stigmatized identity to scapegoat for issues in their communities.
...✥ ... Fandom Discourse / Character Hate / Ship Hate / Morality Policing; re: character boundaries above, anti-yumeshipper, "[X character] is problematic" discourse, etc.
...✥ ... Interactions with Posts/People/Content that I'm Not Comfortable Seeing; engaging with posts/content on my TL that is apart of anything above, you're mutuals with someone who has harassed me or that I have seen participating in harassment in the past, or I simply get a really bad vibe from what you post. It's not personal, sometimes I just feel it's not a good fit. You could have even just shared a NOTP of mine too many times and I was unable to moderate it with filters, just as a quicker minor example.

Ensemble Stars!!

✥ Enstars Basic rank was 23; first time tiering, never gonna do again, but I'm so proud of how far my account has gotten and to be able to show my love for Tsumugi in a new beginning of his arc in the game.

✥ This section is very WIP; I'm relearning how to be proud of myself and accept myself as being worthy of accomplishments.