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.  About us  .-> note: frequently use I/me and we/us interchangeably due to being a system, treat it like a writing/speaking quirk or pretend you're talking to a trenchcoat of sentient pigeons for now <-Name(s): Reimu, Blue, or Jester / overall; our more common used names are Eiden or Wally.!! Blue is shorthand of our system name, but would rather you call us by our names if it's clearly marked who's fronting !!body age is between 25-30 years old / adult / queer, but mind your damn business in what ways.bodily white indigenous, reconnecting despite complex familial history.collective pronouns: he/they; Wally uses dove/doves/doveself with friends; some alters use she/they as a preference, but use our collective pronouns if unsure.mixed origins plural (traumagenic + spiritual practice plural experiences); DID/OSDD, BPD + AvPD via informed self-diagnosis // diagnosed with autism, ADHD, C-PTSD; I don't want to talk directly about my religious beliefs, but if you're the "you're going to hell for who you are and what you do while alive" type of person, then we will not get along with you.most of our collective/system are introjects/fictives due to complex trauma & epochal division (link is to research paper on the topic of complex DID systems, uses dated language but the information is reliable) / system reset. If you don't like that, I can't help my brain just kinda... did that.selective-sharing yume (check interests tab for specific f/os); mostly only comfortable talking about my relationship with them with close friends, block those I feel uncomfortable their interpretation of them, actually pretty sharing outside of that (a.k.a lean sharing for most F/Os or have specific vetting that I'm not comfortable disclosing, more selective annoyance and block those who annoy me).  Before You Follow / BYF  .Good rule of thumb: If I followed you, you're probably fine. If I blocked you, you probably can guess why. This is the same for both Xitter and Bluesky, like I don't follow people who are gonna piss me off 24/7. That should be common sense. I also don't have a DNI, and if I fit your DNI, then feel free to block me. I don't believe in following DNIs if we can exist civilly on public platforms. We can disagree on certain issues (like fandom discourse or have specific boundaries around fictional topics, as main example) and I have no issues being mutuals with you until we cannot exist civilly in the same space anymore. Ok? Ok.Tone tags OK to use, in fact it's helpful for me understanding your intent more times than not.All writing-related inquiries should be directed at Wally. Please see "writing Q&A" section for more information.We have a tendency to just be yappin' about whatever, whether it be discourse, venting, or vaguing things we see online. Never vague-post mutuals though, I'll just tag you or DM you to talk if it's important. We're usually very transparent about how we are as a person, like it physically hurts to be dishonest so you're likely to get brutally honest talk more than not.I block accounts that I suspect are bots, are mutuals of people who have harassed me/still do harass me, bigotry accounts, people who are antis that participate in harassment or are mutuals with those who do, or add me to weird lists. Abuse of moderation tools is an annoyance to me, so yeah. Unblocking will require you using my anon ask boxes + add your username/handle to ask why you're blocked; I do consider unblock appeals if you suspect were blocked unfairly..  Discourse Stances Overview  .-> I don't really have a DNI anymore, because the ones who think I'm a freak who should die already make it well-known despite listing it, so I don't bother with it anymore. If you hate my views, that's a "you" problem. This section is useful at weeding out the weak ones trying to be befriend me, I suppose. If you can't survive all this yappin', that's on you. <-- Pro-fiction, anti-harassment, pro-survivor. Use fiction as a coping tool and as entertainment. Believe in safe and age-appropriate sex education, believe content warnings are essential to a functional online spaces for survivors in fandom. "Live and let ship", anti-ship movement is a by-product of people projecting their personal disgust/religious bias as morality without addressing internal biases, bigotry, and being critical of their own perceptions of reality in relation to others. Fiction is not a 1:1 to reality, and being critical of ones interests shows that you CAN differentiate it from reality; no, it's not the media existing in itself that will make people warp their moral standings, but the preconceived notions they have going into said media are what influences their reality with fiction. Personal ethics do not equal objective morality. I'm supportive of whatever fucked-up fiction you like as long as it stays fictional; there's more proof that problematic fiction is healthy exposure to difficult topics and is a good outlet for exploring them in a safe way when properly tagged and warned.- Supportive of all good-faith identities, including mspec lesbians/gays and endogenic plurals. We define "good-faith" as identifying as a means of communication of an experience, not harm. Yes, we are pro-endo, and believe system/plural origin and functioning labels (like disordered vs. non-disordered, or one's diagnostic labels) are two separate categories. We believe people should have control of their identity labeling, it's not for others to choose for them since it becomes a slippery slope of allowing bigoted intra-community narratives run rampant.- Some of our collective are soulbonds or spiritual practice origins, so even if we are medically dissociative, we have no grounds to feel that being a traumagenic system first means our experience is the "correct one". Religiously/spiritually, we are collectively Omnist in philosophy and heathen/shamanistic in practice.- Our most controversial supportive stance is being pro-transid and radical body modification for anyone; we believe that atypical dysphoria is horribly misunderstood, no matter the reasoning for having it and for whatever the dysphoria is around. If you want to get into details where I "draw the line", I don't mind having a one-on-one talk. It's just not something I feel can happen in good-faith on a public platform when many can't even define the identities they are defending. If you cannot tell me what a social construct is and how to identify one, you aren't ready for that discussion. Labels are allowed to be as complex and "non-sensical" as one desires, as long as it brings the person a sense of understanding and belonging. This is imperative to being "good-faith."- Supportive of the ideas of Land Back and the BLM, but critical of the organizations and their handling of activism. Very critical of online activism in all aspects, including queer and racial equality due to bad actors being able to easily strawman narratives. It's very much due to my awareness of how radicalization works, misinformation spread, and being anti-radfem for partially these reasons.- Psych-critical, and used to be in therapy; all of my self-diagnosed conditions were recognized by my past therapists, yet all diagnosis in mental health is a game of finding the right provider to take your symptoms seriously enough and without bias. I quit therapy until I see proof of there being actual benefit to attending it. Much of psychiatry is reliant on a white-centric, monoculturistic worldview of mental health; so, I want no more part of it unless I so happen to find a provider that is sensitive to these criticisms and to the trauma I've experienced.- All of our labels disclosed are for community and support-seeking, not a virtue-signal or otherwise inflammatory purpose. Do not assume about or tone-police the language used in our identification. I don't owe you information outside of what I will disclose. Don't understand what something means? Ask, but don't be a dick about it.

interests

.  Ensemble Stars  .  TsumugiP / WataruP / EichiP / NagisaP / KannaP || ex-fineP || SwitchP || semi-active, have played since 2020 and play enstars basic.
Ship pairings: wataei 🕊️🍵, madakoha, watamugi 🕊️🐏, natsumugi, eimugi (in a doomed yaoi way), shumika, watatomo, keileo, keiei, ibahaji, negianzu, esuyume, and quite a few others off and on; have a lot of fave ships, just ones listed are main ones.
Yume/Self-ships: Tsumugi Aoba (complex sharing; I have a vetting process/vibe check I do with Tsumugi yumes where I'll lurk on your page a while before I follow or block accordingly)
- landmine ships are izuleo, madachia, and madakana (most Madara ships are thin ice for me unless it's my main ship); I do not like them, but you can still follow/interact (I mute the ship names in ENG and JP, I don't care if you like them since I'll curate my own space accordingly).  Honkai: Star Rail   . Semi-active, played since launch day. Trailblaze 70.
Ship pairings: ratiorine, luowelt, renheng (in a doomed yaoi way), kafblade, and danmarch.
Yume/Self-Ships: Luocha and Welt (in a poly way, sharing)
Collective Kin/Copinglink: Aventurine, sometimes Argenti.  Dead by Daylight   . Active player, over 2,600 hours; plays Survivor and Killer. We main Jeff, Zarina, and Huntress. Our Jeff is P100 and Zarina is P75, Huntress is P44 :3
Ship pairings: jeff johansen/carmina mora, poly-legion, dwight/david, sable/mikaela, and jane/haddie.
Yume/Self-ships: Zarina Kassir (very-selective/non-sharing, only comfy with current moots sharing right now)

.  Other Interests  . literature and fiction analysis, witchcraft / occult practices, history / culture, gaming, independent research, linguistics, conflict-resolution analysis / peace studies, ASMR & stim culture..  Studies / Hobbies  . learning Japanese, studying linguistics and literature; independently studying and in college; video essays about random topics are an addiction for me, but tend to gravitate towards folklore, history, and true crime when not entrenched in media analysis of my fandom interests.

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